art practice

Illustrator Christoph Niemann, in the Netflix documentary series *Abstract: The Art of Design*, discusses the importance of giving space for your creations to exist. He sits at his desk every day regardless of how much time he spends illustrating, and by doing so, he enables his illustrations. Build the foundation of your dreams through the art of practice. Give yourself the space to create so that you can make mistakes. Prioritize your time and energy into allowing.

imperfect action

I keep telling myself that I will share when I am ready, but the truth is, I will never feel ready. Instead, I am choosing to show up, to be vulnerable, and to create the space for you to do the same. We have so much more to gain than we have to lose.

finding joy

You start to wonder who you could become if you spent every day taking care of yourself and leaning into the joy. You start to wonder if maybe you never have to go back to the way it was before. You start to wonder what you could accomplish. You start to wonder while embracing the joy you have received and wielding the power you have granted yourself as you explore your options, dreams, and endless possibilities. You start to wonder if sacrificing your joy is worth it.

emotional support

I took him home in his donated pink carrier (since he was too anxious to go home in the standard box), plopped him down in my bathroom, closed the bathroom door, and opened his kennel. I sat with him like that in the bathroom for hours, always respecting the sanctuary of his cage. In all the ways I have and continue to show up for him, Espresso also shows up for me.

stormy magic

Nature is power and beauty in endless amounts of transferring energy that often happens while we live our lives unaware, but it's days like today that remind us of its strength and presence. It's days like today that inspire me to write and read. I wrap a blanket around me and embrace the sanctuary of home juxtaposed with the storm outside.

a love letter

I am all of these things because I am human. And because I am human, I am stronger than I ever thought I would have to be. This is a letter calling me to love every version of me; calling me to bravely leap into my possibility and potential. This is my love letter. Happy Valentine's Day

memories

It makes me wonder though; what will I forget about my present, my now, years into the future. What is going to stick with me? What will be forgotten? Maybe that’s a lot of the reason why I write. The reason I’m always taking pictures. The reason I try to be grateful for something every day.

gratitude

I began to notice the way the sunshine sifted through the leaves, to strangers who smiled on the sidewalk, to the way my pillow felt after a long day, and to the friendships that supported me. What if, in noticing the things you love about you and in your life, you started to experience a happiness you never thought possible?

an anxious existence

Awareness is a hard path to trudge down and there are constantly surprises, but every rock in the way that you can point to, is a rock that won’t knock you on the ground. A rock that you can see for all that it is, is an obstacle that you can now nimbly navigate to avoid tripping over and halting your progress.